i have decided. im buying these tickets. totally worth it. i need to see them. guess im dragging them with me there, but its worth it still..ahhhhh. i felt a need to tumblr about this. my love for their music. uhhhhhhh…yeah..im going to their concerrtttttttttt
this has definately been an interesting weekend and start to a week.
not looking forward to getting my wisdom teeth pulled =[
black circles under her eyes. every time i see her, it gets harder. those scars you see, they tell stories. no one goes near her, they fear she wont listen. After all, they are right. She cares about few things- drugs, alcohol, and who she will meet up with in half a hour. Her scars don’t lie. They aren’t fake. Touch them, i dare you. She won’t open up. She thinks she is invincible. She tells people she is just fine. She is believing the lies of this place called earth, well she calls it hell. Everyone cares they say, but no one can get in her head. She walks around paranoid. Laughs at all the stupid idiots around her. She is ignorant. She calls herself a fuck up, but is content with it. We aren’t content with her though. Everytime i see her, she is worse. No one stops it. They let her do what she wants, after all, she is invincible…right?
i had a lot of fun today..well after work that is! went to superbowl party at jenns church. spoons gave me many rugburns. then the game we played at night in the dark gave me bruises. but it was fun. =] it was just a good night.
i feel like its time for a change. something im going to do. for myself.
Working on the friendship. no more. i thought it was funny when he said, “go blog about me. i dont go on it. so you can say how weird i am” how did he know? jk. =] friendship is key.
good talk. we got alot out. i said how i felt. it was nice. something im not good at. its true though, if he brings you to it, he will bring you through it. okay time for bed.
i know what my heart wants. but it isnt right. how can this be? things were going great, until this..i know what I want, friendship. this doesn’t feel right. two days of ignoring everything. time to let how i feel come out. i need to say the truth. be honest. understand i never meant to do this. this is harder than i thought. but i want the friendship.
